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Try Hard
03:01
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I find it hard to be here when you’re around
It’s like you never learned to live in the withered skin you’re in.
You barely tried, wish you would open up your eyes
You’ve been jaded and negated, didn’t even realize.
That I’ve been doing better
Since I’ve been sailing calmer seas
I jumped ship now I’m at ease.
It’s too late to tell me you’re ok
I spent night after night waiting for you to call me,
It’s too bad you got mad and found out
It’s a shame you’re to blame but we can’t change yesterday
So tomorrow’s yours to make.
I hit rock bottom and I found you there
You were waiting all this time for me to fall so you could bare it.
Another night, an alibi is all I am throughout this strife
Take me candid not for granted, I’m sick of you wasting my time.
Now I’ve been doing better
I think you know, you’re not getting better.
It’s too late to tell me you’re ok
I spent night after night waiting for you to call me,
It’s too bad you got mad and found out
It’s a shame you’re to blame but we can’t change yesterday
So tomorrow’s yours to make.
It’s too late, it’s too late.
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Deciduous
03:06
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Honestly (honestly)
I haven’t been myself for three whole weeks
This city gets me down
I wonder why it’s always raining in my head (in my head)
I’ll pitch my shelter in this bed.
I am deciduous
Dying with the change of seasons
I can feel the rush
Of cold air against my skin and
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves.
In time when the snow comes down
Time will freeze while
My demons come out.
Suffocate in winter’s breath
Dissipate all I have left,
Below the surface, in spite of purpose,
I’m trying to forget.
I am deciduous
Dying with the change of seasons
I can feel the rush
Of cold air against my skin and
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves
Wish I could be an evergreen
Wish I could see the changing of the leaves.
I get by until the wind in my hair
Starts to freeze and ensnare
Leaving me in despair.
I’m sick of feeling like I’ve got nothing left
Always stuck in my head
Fated to live with regret.
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Reprise
03:01
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I’ll tread light where you lay,
I should be pushing you away
I’m over always reconciling and compromising
Because you never set the pace.
And I’m so sick of this disdain
I’ve come to realize, despite despising, you’re always going to occupy this space.
Get out of my face.
I've been trying to get by
You've been buried in your lies
Always running round in circles
No escaping your reprise.
But you won’t listen
So keep on running round and I’ll keep my distance.
Now I've realized
I feel sicker everyday but it gets better when I'm away
Overthinking's what I do when I have nothing left to say.
Why are you always consistent
With your over persistence?
I've been trying to get by
You've been buried in your lies
Always running round in circles
No escaping your reprise.
But you won’t listen
So keep on running round and I’ll keep my distance.
Keep on running round
Keep on running round, I’ll keep my distance.
Why are you always consistent
With your over persistence?
I've been trying to get by
You've been buried in your lies
Always running round in circles
No escaping your reprise.
But you won’t listen
So keep on running round and I’ll keep my distance.
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4. |
Something Good For Once
02:59
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I’ve been in this rut for days, watched the world pass by in haze
And the better part of me knows if this melancholy
Doesn’t subside it’s bound to get the best of me.
One more time and then I swear it’s over
Quench my thirst and then I will get sober.
You won’t remember what I said because I got you, I got you
Wrapped round my finger with my jaded intent.
I thought I told you once that you’d be better off without me
Yea, you called my bluff that I don’t care enough and I’m barely ever happy.
I miss the times we had when I had time to be there for you.
I convulse with guilt then drown myself in beer.
Try to rearrange my thoughts into something good for once.
One more time and then I swear it’s over
Quench my thirst and then I will get sober.
You won’t remember what I said because I got you, I got you
Wrapped round my finger with my jaded intent.
Man, I should’ve been contented but instead I felt resented
It’s a common feeling.
I know you don’t condone abuse, the stream of drugs that I misuse
In the aftermath there’s a better path to choose.
One more time and then I swear it’s over
Quench my thirst and then I will get sober.
One more time and then I swear it’s over
Quench my thirst and then I will get sober.
You won’t remember what I said because I got you, I got you
Wrapped round my finger with my jaded intent.
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Biding Time
03:41
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You're biding time through your early twenties
Wish you'd find some time for me.
This time you went too far from here
I'll cast a line before you disappear
I've been writing letters home in hopes you'll be alone
Because I'm not the kind to sit back and condone.
Don’t think you're getting better, I doubt you're really happy
Spending all these nights awake.
You're biding time through your early twenties
Wish you'd find some time for me.
I should be out tonight instead
of thinking of you
I think you're not the one for me.
As days slip by I feel the lack of sunlight.
There’s a bitter emptiness that's tearing me inside.
Try to forget the unwritten story
Of how you left, just dipped and ignored me.
Left me in the dark
searching for light
Don't condescend because you know that I'm right.
No, I'm not getting better, I know that I'm not happy
Spending all these nights away.
You're biding time through your early twenties
Wish you'd find some time for me.
I should be out
tonight instead of thinking of you
I think you're not the one for me.
No, you're not the one I thought you would become
I played the fool, I am my father's son.
Getting better's overrated, I realize that I am fated
To be alone while you bide your time.
You're biding time through your early twenties
Wish you'd find some time for me.
Wish I was out tonight with you
I think you're not the one for me, yea.
No, you’re not the one for me.
For me, for me.
No, you’re not the one for me.
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Choke
03:54
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I can’t imagine what you’re going through after all this time
I feel shit for what I did to you that night.
Even now in this crowd I feel all alone, I never thought that it would go this far
Because the truth is that I don’t remember where, where I end and you start.
I’ll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning because I’m sick of running.
So forget what you heard
Because when life kicks you down I’ll always be around.
Let it out, all the doubt that’s been bothering you
Before it starts to consume you.
I’ll be here, so austere, with all my fear
In hopes you’ll learn to forgive me.
I’ll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning because I’m sick of running.
So forget what you heard
Because when life kicks you down I’ll always be around.
The day I met you sometimes plays in my head, a feeling I won't forget.
And now it seems we think lesser but we'll stick together because it will get better.
Yea it will get better in spite of the worsening weather
We’ve suffered through much more, still feel the words that left us sore.
As we pass through shade it’s brighter than before.
I’ll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning because I’m sick of running.
So forget what you heard
Because when life kicks you down I’ll always be around.
I can’t take much more of this torment, it seems it won’t relent
So we suffer and then resent.
We’re too far past to decompress, don’t need to second guess
These feelings that have been suppressed.
I wish we took the time to realign ourselves
Because we went over it but it went over our heads.
I wish that I could fix this mess.
I’ll go and choke on my words, I’ll go and choke.
I’ll go and choke on my words
Hope I will start learning because I’m sick of running.
So forget what you heard
Because when life kicks you down I’ll always be around
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7. |
Peace Of Mind
03:07
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Stay on track and get off my back
Don’t want to hear about the things I lack
Because I’ve been contemplating all my life
So what you think you know won’t set me back.
Why’d you contradict what you said and you did
But you won’t admit that in the end it wasn’t worth it.
I feel fine learning how to be on my own.
I won’t lie, it was bound to happen in the end.
It’s not enough to call my bluff so stop acting so tough.
You made smooth seas feel so rough, feel so rough.
You should know by now that I’m not here to row.
I’m here to take what’s mine, my peace of mind.
I said the same thing yesterday knowing that the pain won’t fade away
It’s a bitter pill to swallow so I’ll self medicate to tame my sorrow.
Well it’s happened again but I’m too proud to admit
That the bitterness is loneliness trapped under the surface.
It’s not enough to call my bluff so stop acting so tough.
You made smooth seas feel so rough, feel so rough.
You should know by now that I’m not here to row.
I’m here to take what’s mine, my peace of mind.
My peace of mind, my peace of mind.
I should have known not to come here
I’m gonna go, I’ll disappear.
The mess we made won’t clear.
I feel fine learning how to be on my own.
I won’t lie, it was bound to happen in the end.
It’s not enough to call my bluff so stop acting so tough.
You made smooth seas feel so rough, feel so rough.
You should know by now that I’m not here to row.
I’m here to take what’s mine, my peace of mind
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Rain Drenched Pop Punk from Vancouver, Canada
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